my life

......... I do not know how to start my sentence. How should I put it??? Should I say, a sad chinese new year?? or a happy chinese new year?? Uhh... anyway, mixed feelings again here.

Happily waited till Thursday and went to Changi airport... 4:45 pm... Happily board onto the airplane. AK 5807, gate 37, I still remembered it vividly. Being sitted in the airplane and tick tock tick tock.... 600... Woo hoo... Reached penang airport... Saw my parents... Ok ok ok... I will stop elaborating. (You should know what happens next) :)

Friday
Chanting session!!! Yeah!!! Love chanting so much!!! :) And...... Ok, the story will continue after Saturday.

Saturday
It's the last month of the year(for chinese)... So, we were supposed to go for reunion dinner with our grandparents, but... this year, it would be different, cause we had our own reunion dinner(vegetarian steamboat) first before going to our grandparents' house. Nice!! Won't elaborate more...

Sunday
Solemn mood. Today was the first day of the new year. And around 7 something in the morning, I somehow heard that my father was saying that our friend had passed away. That was such a shock to us!!! ........... {Silence}.......... So the mixed feelings were... Feel sad because we would miss his presence, but on the other hand we felt happy because his soul is finally being liberated!!! May you be well and happy!!! May you be free from sufferings!!! May you be free from anger!!! May you be free from jealousy!!! May you be free from hatred!!! May you be free from any grudges!!! May you be free from coldness!!! May you be warm!!! May you find your way to Amitabha's pureland!!! Omi Tuo fo!!!

Monday and Tuesday
Nothing much to elaborate on these 2 days...

Hope that everyone will have your sweet and nice CNY!!!

P/S: To Uncle Tim, please remember to continue cultivating!!! Don't be stuck in the wheel of rebirth!!! Leave this samsara world and be reborn in Amitabha's pure land!!! Omi Tuo Fo!!! Namo Guan Shi Yin Pu Sa!!!